i'm living a loner's life and a mugger's life.. i feel super unfriendly and super anti-social. but heck. i just need this sem to make things right. it's really not easy. sigh.
and sometimes i feel like i'm surrounded by very inconsiderate ppl. was very disgusted by what i heard from the few ppl who were sitting next to me during lecture today. this grp of ppl were super noisy during lecture. and i recognise them. they were the same few who were very distracting during fluids tutorial too. it's just hard, when i was trying so hard to pay attention, with my super short attention span. yet a whole bunch of idiots making stupid remarks bout the lecturer, cracking lame jokes and talking super loudly next to me. and these ppl are the ones who are getting all the A's for the few subjects that i got my B's and C's. And guess wat one of them told me? "We're just like that. The first half of the sem is to play. We'll start studying after the mid term. " I just think that they're super inconsiderate and super selfish. You distract the rest first, then mug super hard towards the end and score all the A's. Wonderful batch of ppl in chem engin. Why am i even competing against them? Sigh.
on a side note, i got a call from su san when i was at the library yesterday night. man, i really miss her so much. it's been so long since i last talked to her. can't wait for her to come back at the end of the year.
alice and vidia will be back in indo too. hope they'll drop by singapore to visit this old friend. will most likely be stuck in singapore for the whole of dec.
