this should be my last post for the year.. well, it's been a great year.. i had a great time with all my friends... hmm.. maybe i should mention some of the memorable things tt occured for the past whole year.. good and bad.. the first thing tt i can rmb was jess leaving the class.. it was quite sad to lose a 'security guard'.. things certainly changed after she left the class. we weren't as close.. and less crappy stuff tt happened in kwekey's class since most of the girls dropped physics after tt.. physics class grew smaller day by day.. mingli was right, this year was less crappy cause stupid ideas were only generated mostly during physics tutorial and physics lecture... mingli was the first to drop physics.. followed by shar, tianyu, xingqi and daphne..

next thing up was my 18th bday.. i was happy to celebrate with the hostel gang.. alice, vd, cin, dwee, lita and suang made me a card and bought me brownies.. was so touched! we were taking a lot of crappy photos.. went for SA fun fair.. but was damn disappointed with seetha for not remembering my bday.. but the rest of the day was quite fun... i got to know some ppl better from tt day onwards.. it was great to talk to quee ee too.. considering the conflict tt we had when we were in form 2... the last few hrs of my 18th bday was spent at orchard watching chingay parade.. and i love the present from eunice and zee, tt kirigami! haha..

march, april and may i was occupied with SYF as well as concert.. neglected sch work totally.. i know i flunked a lot of tests during tt period.. skipped a lot of lectures too.. oops.. haha.. but it was certainly a great experience to get tt gold award for SYF.. so unbelievable.. and the 3 weeks preparation for concert.. haha.. we totally neglected our concert to practice for SYF.. after SYF, have to work like mad dogs to rush for concert preparation.. our exco shrunk from 7 ppl to 6 ppl cause someone had to prepare for TSD exams.. i rmb losing my temper so many times during tt period.. haha.. first was yuensiang's episode.. he was so scared of me after tt.. second was rhesa.. oops.. i can't believe i cried at the dining hall.. so embarrassing... hee.. we still owe weishan cycling trips.. oops.. i dun think it'll ever happen la...

then i rmb doing so badly for june block test.. tt kwek actually said, "i think u better work harder" haha.. tt was the past.. no more worries bout A's.. it's over! haha..

my last time staying at chinese high hostel with eunice... i certainly miss chi high hostel.. crashed tt place so many times.. miss the chat, pizza, photo shoot.. haha.. got to know a lot of ppl too.. jono, iput, yessica, emi..

my last ASEAN dance.. another event filled with good and bad times.. my last paperboy performance, which was done impromptu.. thanks to eunice who brought the cd.. i think she hasn't got back her cd till now.. got lost somewhere.. oops.. i got 2 flowers after being so thick-skinned.. =) eunice crashed VH.. it was my first time bringing a friend after being caught by ruby for bringing mingli up last year... and smart and brilliant yeanching deleted all her pictures from the camera... lesson learnt: upload pictures to your com b4 u touch the camera...

not to forget the bday surprise for eunice.. haha... reren's great idea.. and i tagged along.. eunice was surprised to see me there actually. with the SA ppl.. to think of it, i haven't got her a proper bday present.. oops.. me and zee drag her to 77th street to make her pierce her ears but she refuse... no fun.. hmph.. met up with seetha at siglap just to find out tt she goes for tuition in siglap every sat... if i knew earlier i would've met up with her every sat..

got to know few more ppl during study break.. aloy, ben, weichong.. they're quite fun to hang ard with.. a lot of crap ideas to entertain everyone.. haha.. batman, spiderman, v block 4th floor, c block classroom, t block classroom, swing, rooftop, treehouse, macs, pizza.. just to name some memorable stuff.. miss the whole bunch of them.. miss speaking bahasa sheena.. with all the deliberate -ed after every verb.. eg, hurted, eated..

now tt i'm at home i somehow miss hostel life.. i miss being with friends everyday.. i miss celebrating birthdays at 12am.. taking nonsense pictures while bored.. miss everyone cramming on my bed to watch dvds/vcds... miss seeing ppl dunk chernyih into the coy pond.. even miss eating dinner at the dining hall... in hostel, dinner is at 6pm.. at home, dinner is after 8.30pm.. sometimes 9.30pm.. dinner at hostel, everyone try to cram at one table.. then the juniors will always talk abt their prc roommates.. bimbo, korban perang, manja.. will always be entertained during dinner time.. at home, dinner usually 4 ppl only.. sigh.. wat a difference.. also miss east coast park.. miss running there with alice, vd and cindy.. miss the food at the hawker centre there.. miss walking there after dinner just to waste time.. haha.. and bedok jetty.. the place where i can sit there alone and count the number of planes fly by...

oh, i went for my first driving lesson yesterday.. damn it.. i hate driving manual cars! and tt idiotic and impatient instructor.. so irritating.. he scolded me cause my engine went dead so many times especially at traffic lights.. arggh.. it's not as fun as i expected it to be.. hate it.. why can't all cars be automatic eh.. then i dun need to worry so much.. haha... my next lesson will be on mon.. hope it'll be better...

and i influenced both my sisters to listen to indo songs.. and they love project pop songs.. haha.. maybe cause it's funny.. they like pacarku superstar and ade.. they've been playing it almost everyday... so funny.. and i found out tt the msia idol winner this year actually sang peterpan's mungkin nanti.. and he sort of changed the lyrics.. i still think tt the original version is nicer.. =)

well, i'll be away for the next 2 days.. spending my new year at malacca with my family.. will continue to blog when i come back.. happy new year! =)

merry christmas! (although i'm a bit too late.. but better late than never.. hee.. ) was at genting highlands on christmas day! had sooo much fun despite the crowd and the rain.. dad drove us up.. we left home ard 10.30 and reached there abt 11.30.. i didn't realise tt genting was so near.. i thought the drive would be at least 2 hrs.. can't really rmb when was my last time at genting.. it was probably 5 or 6 yrs back.. after checking in and lunch, i went to the theme park.. took almost all the rides except for the children rides.. spinner, cyclone, sg rejang flume ride, corkscrew, space shot, euro express, bumper car etc etc... played from 2pm to 1am.. was tired of the queue.. have to queue up for abt 1hr for every ride.. but ard 11pm the queue for the indoor rides were quite short.. i think i went for euro express ard 4 to 5 times.. both my sis didn't dare to go for space shot and corkscrew.. so i went alone.. damn fun.. haha.. wanna go again..

few days ago i was chatting with mingyun.. she said tt she's planning to come and stay at my place during chinese new year with xinyi, joyce, zhiying and i dunno who else.. they haven't confirmed yet.. but i think it'll be damn fun.. another all girls outing.. hehe.. somehow i've been missing my friends these few days.. feel damn far from everyone.. cindy, alice, dwee are in jakarta; vd at pekan baru; lita at medan; eunice at kampar; zee at taiwan; dunno how to contact seetha, she was supposed to call me; classmates are at s'pore.. man, i miss everyone sooo much.. even su san is in s'pore alr.. actually i feel like i've lost touch with everybody.. i'm living in my own world now.. suetlee is gonna be busy for the next 2 weeks cause she got her exam coming up, ding is in guangzhou for hols, litheng went back to bangi, i haven't heard from jolene since i came back.. dunno wat's with her.. i think i've been keeping in touch with cindy, alice, dwee and vidia through mail only.. even lita is missing in action.. haven't really talked to any classmates since i left..

oh, i'm starting on my little business.. making earrings to sell.. actually i'm only making.. my sister's friend is helping me to sell... at least i can waste my time.. rather than sleeping.. haha.. and i think i'm gonna pick up guitar.. my brother's guitars are in his room all the time.. i alr asked for his permission to borrow one of his guitar and he alr said ok.. i think i'll just try out myself first.. will go and get some books from yamaha..

went for basic theory test for driving this morning.. i passed the test! haha.. initially i thought i would fail.. cause when i was flipping through the book, i didn't know a lot of stuff... esp all the mechanical stuff plus dimerit pts etc etc.. but everything went well.. hehe.. this sat have to go for another 6 hrs seminar.. shit.. i hope i'll meet someone i know there.. or not i'll end up stoning like the other time.. because of this stupid seminar i have to call off a gathering with my ex-classmates.. so sad.. feel kinda bad.. shiyan alr took all the trouble to inform quite a number of ppl.. then suddenly i can't make it.. sigh..

litheng and su san came over to my place yesterday.. watched some vcds... got some autographs back from su san.. after they left i was very surprised to meet one of my primary school classmate who dropped by my place to pass some stuff to my younger sis.. chatted with her for a while.. it has been so long since i last met these ppl.. feels kinda good to see them again.. everyone changed so much.. ppl say tt i changed a lot also... most of my relatives say i look younger than my younger sis.. sigh.. my sis is only 14.. means i look younger than 14? do i really have to childish look? but i admit i'm still quite childish.. and i dun think it's a bad thing.. haha..

tired! damn tired.. went for a compulsory talk tt i must attend b4 taking the basic theory test for driving today.. it was CRAP! seriously.. woke up at 6.45am with only 5 plus hrs of sleep... then was at the driving sch at 8am.. punctually.. then the driving instructor brought me to some ulu place tt i still dunno where... but i know it's far far away from klang.. it's called kayu ara.. and dumped me there.. was supposed to join a queue.. and it was bloody hot! was queing under the hot sun.. from 8.30am till 11am! damn... was super tired by then.. by 11am, when i finally reached the registration counter, the lady at the counter said "oh, kelas sudah penuh.. datang esok pagi!" i was damn irritated alr.. then after half an hour, she said again, " ada kelas baru pada pukul 1.30pm.." so i was stoning for another 2 hrs at some stupid place alone! one good way to be antisocial, mp3+handphone+sudoku puzzle... haha.. have been hooked to sudoku puzzle for the past few days thanks to the star newspaper.. luckily i got some more sudoku puzzles online yesterday night.. brought them along.. so i was like an idiot, sitting down at a mamak stall, drinking teh ais, solving sudoku puzzle, replying sms occasionally, listening to mp3... tt was basically how i got through the bloody 5hrs waiting for the stupid talk to start.. but surprisingly, i met hweisan.. my junior from vj.. talked to her for a while.. and the supposed talk which was supposed to start at 1.30pm, started at 3pm.. aarrrrgggghhh... and it was supposed to be a 5 hr talk.. but it ended ard 5.30pm.. by the time i reached home it was alr 7pm... damn it! was super pissed.. arrgghh.. was so bored till i start sms-ing ppl... so i was basically chatting with fk.. influenced him with sudoku.. haha.. and he in turn influence his sister.. haha... i've been quite mad with sudoku... me and my sis are kinda addicted to it...

yup, so after coming back at 7, i went to some realtive's place for a 'party'... at some kampung place.. and i felt so alien there.. cause i dun really know anyone there.. not close to all the cousins, nieces, nephews ( i can't differentiate them.. haha.. i have too many alr.. ) dun really have anyone my age... they're either too old( those old old auntie and uncle, married cousins etc etc ) or too young (less than 5 yrs old.. ) and basically the whole place was filled with kids! haha.. some of them quite cute.. but most of them dun recognise me, so they dun really wanna play with me... so sad... haha... so after everything, came back home ard 11.30pm... but one of my aunt dropped by my place to collect sth from my mum.. so now, i'm super tired and sleeeeeeepy... zZzzz...

i'm only back for few days... i'm alr so so bored.. it's not nice having nothing to do everyday... i rather go back to sch to mug.. really.. at least i got something to look forward to everyday.. last sun i went to take family photo at a studio for my sister's graduation.. took a lot of photos.. hehe.. so fun... then yesterday, i tried to help my maid to do some cleaning up.. after sweeping the floor, i was alr damn tired.. then i continued to mop the floor.. after tt i was almost dead... sigh.. the other day before prom i alr told myself tt i can't be a bimbo.. it's not easy.. really.. now, i think i can't be a housewife.. haha.. not so easy after all... then i was helping my younger brother with his homework.. almost died also.. it was only primary 1 maths.. i seriously got no idea how to explain to him... but in the end, after dunno how many thousand times explaining, he could do.. then was teaching him some english... =S i'm nv gonna teach kids.. i dun have the patience.. brought him out to cycle instead.. haha..

went to jusco to shop with my younger sister.. the shopping centre, can be considered as the biggest one in klang, is even smaller than parkway.. sigh.. we wanted to watch a movie.. but nothing seems nice.. the best was harry potter, but i just watched last week.. so we were walking ard.. in the end we went to secret recipe to eat.. haha.. there's just nothing much there.. called jiayong out after tt... haha.. followed her to a supermarket to get some snacks for her brother.. then she came over to my place after tt.. sigh.. how am i gonna spend my next 6 mths? i can't go out much.. cause i got no car, i can't drive, my sis goes to sch 5 days a week, my bro will only be back home during weekends, my friends are all in s'pore or indonesia, my friends here are either working or studying... so i'm stuck at home with my 6 yr old bro.. and i can't really go out.. my mum will always say, "this is msia, not s'pore.." it's even hard to meet some friends in KL.. sigh.. sad sad sad... even if i wanna get a job here, it seems quite difficult.. and i refuse to work as a 'sales assistant', which is wat most of my friends here are doing.. i rather go back to work at the airport... sigh.. but one think tt i'm looking forward to is my driving lessons! haha.. will be gg for my theory test next week, then can start lessons.. i believe by end of the month i'll be able to get my license.. if everything goes well.. oh well, i shall just continue slacking now... and be a 'baby sitter'...

it took me 3 days to pack my stuff.. but it only took me half a day to unpack.. moved into my new room.. the furnitures are all new.. but my things are still the same.. hehe.. had to label the drawers with the list of stuff inside in case i can't find my things.. haha.. i calculated, i have 16 pairs of earings! but i still can't beat my sis.. she has around 2 times more than mine.. but the good thing is we can share! haha.. it's so great to have sisters.. we share a lot of things.. haha.. especially clothes! haha.. now i got more clothes to wear... whee...

the past few days gone so quickly.. and i'm now back in msia.. my last few days in s'pore has been pretty memorable.. except for some very disappointing stuff which i shouldn't mention.. managed to spend some time with the indonesians.. highlighted my hair before prom.. luckily my dad didn't scold me for tt.. haha.. he didn't even say anything.. hehe.. prom was great.. took a lot of pictures with friends.. went to indochine after prom too.. didn't sleep the whole night.. actually i haven't been having proper sleep for the past 2 days.. the night b4 prom i was packing my stuff till 3 am.. woke up ard 6 plus the next morning to send iput off at the airport.. poor girl, her baggage was ard 55 kg.. had to pay for the excess baggage.. and she didn't have enough cash to pay.. so i helped her to pay the additional 20 bucks.. and she paid me back in rupiah.. so i have like 110000 rupiah with me now.. which i dunno wat to do with it.. shall just keep it or give it to my maid when she goes back next time.. hehe.. i dun think it's a lot.. my mum says it's abt RM 45.. haha.. yupz, spent the whole afternoon preparing for prom.. after prom and the post prom party, went back to the hotel room.. chat, bathed, rested for a while.. couldn't sleep much.. cause the bed was occupied.. was lying on the floor..and it was damn cold.. was freezing.. left the room ard 8 plus to go back to the hostel.. initially thought i could send vidia off at the airport.. but dad called and say tt he has arrived.. so did the last minute packing.. was practically throwing my stuff into the 2 empty luggage.. threw away the rest of my stuff tt i dun really want... didn't have time to send vidia off.. i actually left even before she board the plane.. didn't even get to see the rest of the hostel mates before i leave.. everyone was still sleeping i suppose.. and the indonesians was at the airport to send vidia off.. i actually thought tt i could meet them after they come back from the airport.. but dad was waiting to leave.. so didn't want him to wait.. and i manage to stuff all my things into the car! haha.. thanks to su san who helped me to move my stuff down! thanks dear! couldn't really sleep in the car too.. but it only took 4 hrs plus for dad to drive back.. haha.. so i was in klang ard 3pm.. went to eat! haha.. nice food.. then dad brought me to the fish shop.. we got new goldfish! my luohan at home died few days ago.. *sobz.. left all my stuff in the room.. shall only unpack tmr.. too tired to do anything... took a 2 hr nap.. then had dinner.. called suetlee.. she came and pick me up and we went to some mamak stall in palmgrove.. but was too full to eat any prata.. so just had a cup of tea..we were chatting there till 12.15.. told her bout everything.. and the disappointment.. guess she's right, sometimes we just should not expect too much.. she came over to my place after tt to hang ard.. showed her my new room! haha.. and also my prom photos as well as all my photos tt i took during the study break, farewell assemble etc etc.. hmm.. she thought edmond was cute.. haha.. tt gay mushroom.. oh well, he didn't get the prom king title.. hehe.. suet left my place ard 1.15.. and the funny thing is i'm not really tired or sleepy.. i still have time to blog now.. hehe.. i survived 2 days with barely 6 hrs of sleep in total and i wore my contacts for more than 24 hrs.. i dunno why i'm spoiling my eyes like tt.. haha.. maybe i'll spend my whole day sleeping tmr.. haha..

so, tt was the end of my 4 yrs in s'pore.. closed another chapter of my life.. still pretty clueless of how i'm gonna spend my next few months.. but i guess i'll do something interesting! haha.. well, goodnight for now.. it's alr 2 am.. time to sleep.. =)