although life feels pretty shit right now but i think i should just appreciate wat i have now.. i just came across a friend's blog and i realised tt i'm not the only one who's having problems which i do not wish to mention it here.. anyway, i'm just not tt kind of person who talks abt everything to everyone.. i might seem to be very talkative and loud but i choose the kind of things to say and what not to say.. there's something tt i prefer to not talk abt... well, it's just me... part of me wants A lvls to be over so tt i can just leave s'pore and not come back for at least 2 months but the pther part of me just wish tt life can just stop right now.. cause i dun wan it to end... i dunno wat i'll be doing after A's, wat i'll be like again staying at home, a place which seems pretty foreign to me right now.. how life's gonna be and how am i gonna live with the loneliness.. i pretty much enjoy the company of my friends in the hostel.. and i know life would not be the same when i'm at home.. i'll definitely not be able to be the yeanching tt i am when i'm not at home.. well, maybe it's just tt thing tt happened when i last went back home.. i just hope the same thing would not repeat again.. i dun wanna feel the same trauma again..
anyway, it's dad's bday today.. i wonder wat did sis get for him.. somehow i've been relying on sis to take the responsibility to get dad's present or card for the past few years.. happy birthday dad! =)
