can't seem to concentrate in studies these few days... stone a lot in the library every afternoon... distracted by some stuff i suppose... anyway, was kinda sad yesterday night.. was talking to mum on the phone... asked her whether she's free to come visit me this weekend since mon, tue, n wed are hols... she said she would ask dad.. and the answer was a no.. they want me to go home instead.. i just dun feel like gg home this time cause it's only 5 days... quite sick of gg back for short hols.. can't bear the 7 hrs of bus ride... i dun really understand why they're reluctant to come.. not like i'm asking them to come for 5 days.. just want to spend the weekend with them only... so tt i can spend some time studying the next 3 days.. well, nvm then... they should be busy with their work.. maybe it's something good for me also.. as in i can spend more time studying for prelims..

called suet lee on sun... i've been making a lot of calls to msia... quite pain to see my phone bill every month.. but i'll only call her when i got things to share... both happy and sad stuff... so far she's the only person tt i can really talk to... she knows most of my stuff... haha.. haven't seen her for months alr.. oh, and she told me tt shihchyi is back from uk... think i won't be able to meet her this time round again.. sigh... the last time i saw her was during her farewell party b4 she left for uk.. and tt was 3 yrs ago... sad huh.. it seems so hard to keep in contact with old friends... just so hard... even with closest friends.. sigh.. feel like i've 'lost' most of my friends after leaving msia.. lost those who left to study overseas too.. and i believe i'll lose even more friends end of this year after A's.. but i always believe tt looking back at old photos help to remind me of all those good old times.. watever it is, life goes on... *smile*