7 days to gp paper.. will be flying back to kl right after gp paper i hope... haha.. whee.. can't wait... hope i can study better at home... looking forward to tt 1 week stay at home.. maybe can sacrifice 1 day to meet suetlee since her bday is on the 30th... hmm... dun think i'll meet up with anyone else... have to mug or not go home also no use... sorrie fongkai.. haha.. even if u wanna come klang find me also i dun think i'll go out.. hehe...

another weekend gone.. didn't study much but was glad tt i could catch up with eunice.. spent the whole fri with her.. haha.. we were walking ard parkway, east coast, vh... slacked from 2 to 10pm... hahaha... then called seetha... talked to her till 1230am.. but did manage to flip through some econs notes.. finally.. haha... finished up to production and cost... have loads more to go... but it's ok... i'll take my time.. hope to start on chem tmr... (yupz, haven't really touched on chem till now... only revised biochem for the lecture test...)

well, guess i'll stop blogging for a while... guess it's time for a break.. will be back after prelims.. haha.. =) everyone out there, mug hard for prelims k.. all the best!

damn those irritating security guards in the hostel... was studying at 5th floor corridor.. then the stupid guard came and shooed us away in a very impolite manner... she said tt we( me and cindy) made her took tt extra trip up just to ask us to go back to our room cause we didn't have permission to study! wth... in victoria hall u need a permission to study... she said tt we're wasting the electricity... just because we switched on the light? oh crap... i can't study in peace... wanna go study room, stupid pereks around; wanna study at 5th floor, stupid guard come bugging me; wanna study in sch library, tt librarian will scream at me for using my zen micro; wanna study at national library in marine parade, the librarian there would say "no self study allowed"... oh crap.. really make me feel like packing my bags and leave for home... i need peace... seriously... aaahhhhh.... i wan my own study room at home...

just finished writing elvina's autograph... it's kinda funny tt i'm writing her autograph only now... after 2 years.. oh well, was just thinking bout the 2 years in dunman high.. realise tt a lot of things happened... was looking back at my own autographs and my sec sch stuff... all those letters from zee and eunice... haha... nobody really writes me crap letters anymore.. haven't receive any since sec 4... mostly were letters to encourage me to study, to whine, or those get well soon kinda letter... i also realised tt i haven't gotten any mc this year... haha... wat a surprise man... looks like the weakling is no more weakling alr... yay! haha...

surprisingly i managed to sign in to msn... haha.. haven't been chatting for sooo long... am chatting with fongkai now... haven't been talking to him for so long.. somehow it just feels good talking to him lar... he's forever so lame... wat to do, my lame 'brother'... but this lame person somehow got quite practical advice... haha.. oh well, i guess he's a diff person now... from somebody who used to get all the o's and f's he's finally getting his 88%... maybe without my nagging he seem to be doing better... haha...

was kinda disappointed yesterday... was quite excited over hostel games day cause i thought i would be playing at least one badminton match... when the schedule came out i didn't see my name with singwei on it... apparently singwei didn't sign up cause they took down the sign up sheet... but we talked to mr seet and he said tt he could arrange to slot us in... after half an hour i got a call from singwei... he asked me whether i mind if he play with his junior... kinda irritated... he was the one who pursuaded me to join... but it's ok lar... it's over alr anyway...

was in the study room after lunch yesterday.. some idiot actually moved my stuff away... in the end have to find another place... can't concentrate somemore... was stoning there... the whole room was prc-infested... left the study room to study at the table outside function room... ended up talking to dodo, hokito and phya... didn't study much... with another physics test coming up, i have to do well or not kwek would nag nag nag again... sigh...

spent whole day stoning again... arghhh... my head feels like it's gonna split... having headache... feel like banging my head against the wall... but obviously i won't.. haha.. not crazy to tt extent.. maybe i'll go and sleep..

was damn irritated with kwek today... picked on me during lecture again... he nv fail to call my name during lectures... and it's always me... damn irritating... partly was because i was late this morning... came late intentionally cause had 3 free periods in the morning... rather sleep 2 more hours than wasting time in sch... haha.. woke up at 9am! and he made us (those who came late like me) stand up during tutorials... he's treating us like primary sch kids.. somehow just feel like he got something against me.. still have to bear with him for few more months...

mum have been complaining bout the haze... kinda worried for them at home... klang is one of the worst hit areas... visibility in port klang was just 300m the other day... it affected everyone at home... sis was saying tt it was difficult to even drive cause she can't see the sign boards.. making it difficult for her to go to work everyday... both my younger sis and younger brother dun have to go to sch... but the problem is my maid just went back to indo few days ago... so there's nobody at home to take care of the 2 kids... mum have to do all the cooking, washing, cleaning all by herself... scared she's not used to it... she still have to go to work somemore... sigh...

was not in a very good mood today.. even b4 kwek's lesson... was quite irritated during maths lec... couldn't wait to get out of the lt... left the lt immediately after lecture... didn't realise tt i left my water bottle behind... so careless... luckily asked dodo to keep for me... i've been leaving my things around... almost lost my phone during college day.. didn't realise tt it fell under the seats in the pt... luckily someone found it and passed it to owern... also misplaced my access card last week... i dunno why i've been so blur these days...

played badminton with cindy yesterday.. cause i'll be joining badminton for hostel's games day on sunday... i didn't intend to join but singwei asked me to partner him for mixed doubles... kinda reluctant but agreed to play in the end... haven't been playing badminton for so long... so after yesterday my arms kinda hurt... and i got a blister on my finger too... *ouch...

haven't been blogging for quite some time.. cause hostel connection sucks... anyway, went to sch for some national day celebration yesterday... waste time sia... was practically stoning most of the time.. went to sch just to hand up gp essay... or not miss su's gonna scream on thurs.. i guess she purposely asked us to hand up the essay on mon so tt we would go for the celebration... watched charlie and the choc factory after the celebration with cindy, vidia and alice... the whole cinema was so packed.. ended up at the 2nd row.. the movie was nice.. quite entertaining... oh, before the movie we were eating at ajisen and we met howard from eye for a guy... haha.. he's kinda short... and sloppy looking... no wonder denise keller didn't choose him.. hehe.. sigh.. have to spend the whole day mugging for biochem test... then have physics test next week... sien...

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can't seem to concentrate in studies these few days... stone a lot in the library every afternoon... distracted by some stuff i suppose... anyway, was kinda sad yesterday night.. was talking to mum on the phone... asked her whether she's free to come visit me this weekend since mon, tue, n wed are hols... she said she would ask dad.. and the answer was a no.. they want me to go home instead.. i just dun feel like gg home this time cause it's only 5 days... quite sick of gg back for short hols.. can't bear the 7 hrs of bus ride... i dun really understand why they're reluctant to come.. not like i'm asking them to come for 5 days.. just want to spend the weekend with them only... so tt i can spend some time studying the next 3 days.. well, nvm then... they should be busy with their work.. maybe it's something good for me also.. as in i can spend more time studying for prelims..

called suet lee on sun... i've been making a lot of calls to msia... quite pain to see my phone bill every month.. but i'll only call her when i got things to share... both happy and sad stuff... so far she's the only person tt i can really talk to... she knows most of my stuff... haha.. haven't seen her for months alr.. oh, and she told me tt shihchyi is back from uk... think i won't be able to meet her this time round again.. sigh... the last time i saw her was during her farewell party b4 she left for uk.. and tt was 3 yrs ago... sad huh.. it seems so hard to keep in contact with old friends... just so hard... even with closest friends.. sigh.. feel like i've 'lost' most of my friends after leaving msia.. lost those who left to study overseas too.. and i believe i'll lose even more friends end of this year after A's.. but i always believe tt looking back at old photos help to remind me of all those good old times.. watever it is, life goes on... *smile*