played to the max yesterday.. played badminton during pe... then was in the hall for the cultural fiesta thingy.. realised tt it was my first time attending such stuff in s'pore.. most of the time during national day i would be at home... co's performance was just so spectacular.. the guy playing the drums was super zai... the other performances were quite lame lar.. then went for the silicon valley adventure sharing session... it was a very enriching session.. they showed us a lot of pictures.. one of it was a swimming pool that can only fit one person... it has somewhat a 'threadmill' kinda feature.. haha.. kinda cool... but i dun understand why they need such technology especially in US where there's abundant land... after that sharing session i went for shooting competition! haha... it was super fun... was using the air pistol.. the first few shots were super taiko.. especially when my hand is so shaky... but overall score was not so bad.. haha.. got 52 points! haha.. i saw the other participant's marks.. only got few ppl got higher than 52.. haha.. liuyan say i got the 'potential'.. haha.. after shooting, got nothing to do, went and try rock climbing with daryl, zicheng and xingqi.. ok, i'm not good at rock climbing.. couldn't take it after few steps... blame it on the short hands and legs plus the weak arms... after tt we were playing piano outside lt5.. was teaching daryl how to play canon.. then i bathed, ate dinner and went for piano concert... the concert was quite ok.. was very impressed by this piece by 2 alumni.. i think they composed the song themselves.. super cool.. with background music somemore... eunice olsen and calin's performance were great too.. very spontaneous and it was something different from the rest of the performance.. the piano was just the accompaniment to calin's singing... i think the whole concert too much classical songs.. it was too formal for a school concert.. "ladies and gentleman, please do not scream for your friends... there're other ways to show your appreciation, like applauding.. *clap clap clap.." i believe they can have more variations... there's so many things you can do with piano... can go with so many other instruments.. like guitar, violin, even harmoc.. haha... just too much of the same kinda tune during the first half of the performance... was kinda surprised tt there was only 1 solo piece.. the rest were all duets... the best is still from the guest performers... and kheechun's piece.. i believe it was the last concert tt i would attend in vj this year... i think i've spent too much of concerts... but it's ok, nv really regret going to any... at least i tried to attend most of the concerts tt any friend asked me to go... cause i understand the feeling when ppl give u stupid and lame excuses for not attending your concert...
was chatting with sis on the phone yesterday night... was a very long long chat... 1.5 hrs.. i think mummy will scream when she sees the bill... hehe.. but talked abt a lot of things.. she made me realise a lot of things.. i felt kinda guilty.. how could i just be so inconsiderate and selfish? sigh.. i dun understand myself also.. i really need to make up my mind on what i want and work towards it.. i can't let my parents worry so much abt me..
oh, i got back all my blocktest papers.. i 'ACED' my test! haha.. worst set of results ever.. i think i really have to concentrate on studies.. i dun wan this kinda results for prelims and A's.. i'm on mugging mode on weekdays.. but my weekends are just so occupied.. so still haven't reach the full mugging mode yet.. but i was very happy cause i got 55 for gp! haha... my best gp results so far.. haha.. 10 marks higher than promos.. yay! but have to work harder for prelims..
anyway, i'm going for SAJC dance concert today.. so excited! haha.. i believe it would be another interesting concert... haha.. gonna stay overnight at eunice's place after the concert.. hehe.. yay!

i see history repeating in front of my eyes.. how can i stop it from happening? i dunno how to help.. i dunno wat to do...