finished econs and physics today.. both paper sucked.. sigh... didn't have enough time to finish physics.. didn't do one whole essay question.. hmm.. tt's like 20 marks.. left a lot of other questions blank too... then stupid econs.. crap case study on msia's economy.. do i care? haha.. although i'm a malaysian.. hehe.. practically wrote 4 pages of crap... luckily essay wasn't tt bad... maybe can pass la.. haha...
felt so bad even before physics paper this morning.. so hurt by ppl's comment.. they say things like, "aiyar, go away scholar.. dun come and complain to us tt u will fail your exams... " or "aiyar, u scholar wat.. sure will do well wan... " i just wanna say tt, i'm still a normal human being ok..if given a choice i dun wanna be a scholar! have to endure with this kinda stupid comments.. or not ppl like kwek will nag when i dun do my tutorials, score badly during class test etc... wth.. there'll always be a barrier between the scholars and non-scholars.. somehow feel like ppl classify us as 'scholars'.. fyi, most of the scholars dun like to be called scholars! i take it as a personal insult! i just wanna be a normal student.. those who dun feel guilty when they slack, dun need to face other ppl's expectation... sigh.. but i guess it's so much better in vj compared to tk.. so shall not feel so bad abt it.. life as a scholar will end in 5 months time.. =)
